Clarification…

 I’ve written a lot about my looks recently. Botox. Acrylic nails. Highlights. Gym. Tanning. Makeup. I just want to clarify something. This isn’t to impress anyone. This isn’t to help me “find a man”. That ship has sailed. My bad attitude caused me to lose potentially the love of my life. I’m not interested in dating. This is all for me. To make me happy. To help me feel better about myself. I’m working so hard on the inside, I want the outside to match. That’s all. I’m trying to love me again. Date myself perhaps. I’ve had enough loose lately. Lost him. Lost two residents within 24 hours. Lost a very close family friend over the weekend. I need something to focus my positive energy on. I deserve to learn from my mistakes. I deserve to grow. I deserve to be happy.